smothering

sometimes the depression is overwhelming. smothering really. the rain won't stop. kate is gone. my two workdays are over and 530 am is what i have to look forward to tomorrow. winter is looming. dog hair is overtaking the little space known as our house. i can't get it light enough in here; seriously about to 'try on' different lightbulbs in my various lamps. ugh.

maybe i need to go spray tanning again.